living with liars

its not easy to tell lies and keep up with them ... 

and its doubly hard to live with liars, and keep pretending to believe in their lies..

because u need to put in double effort, to lie to yourself first, to believe in them, and then to keep up with your own lies to keep believing in them.. at the same time taking in newer lies from them..

sounds complex .  lets see from this angle:

live with liars = lie to ownself + keep lying to ownself + taking newer lies each day

well . end of the day . "for what?"

a song goes:

"i want happiness ... i want to be able to sleep in peace .. "