DANGER == keep away - death awaits

scenario based question: 

  if u know u will hurt, maybe even kill, the person u truly likes if u allow that person to get close to u, what would u choose to do, to a some one who really touches u? and why?

justify your answer           [25 marks]

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i would do a show, staged it, presented it, act it out, in front of the very eyes of that person.

to make sure that person sees everything that is bad about me... regardless its the truth or faked .. 

its painful, acting in such a show.. corner of my eyes observing the pain, agony, disappointment, anger, jealousy, on the person's face.. 

and i still have to carry on acting... pretending i did not notice, or rather, not bother to notice the person's presence ..as this is part of the whole show anyway..

i know, i hurt u . all in good cost. 

to protect u, from me, i have to . leave.

but i cannot leave.

so the only way, is to make sure u leave . 

i am tired, exhausted, strained.. i have no more strength to walk away .

but , i will make sure i squeeze out the last bit of strength in me, to push u away from me, as far as i can, for as long as i can,  maybe for eternity?

forget me, leave, and be happy. 

ur smile, a true smile, is what i will always remember, till my last breathe..

i have to protect u .. even its at the expense of drawing all my strength, spilling all my blood... i will still protect u.

some day, maybe, u may find out the truth. 

by then, don't shed a tear. rather, , u should smile, because, in this life,  u had met a person who can put your well being as his top most priority.. over which he is willing to bear all the pain by himself, silently watching u walked away, in search of happiness in some one else' arms.

be happy, ok? i did what i could . and i have to go. 

dun cry, if u ever read this,  some day, when i am already not around..

ok?